one of those random posts, like the ones i used to write when i had a xanga. :) those rambling, train of thought, nonsensical posts. i may delete this when i come to my senses.
this season of life is definitely busy - in large part, that's why i haven't updated this blog in forever long. as lame as it might sound, i actually tuck away thoughts and ideas i have throughout the days to write in here. will i ever get to them? dun, dun Dun...maybe, maybe not. i'm sitting on the edge of my seat to figure it out. well no, i lie. i'm in bed. hahaha.
tucked in bed in fullerton while the fiance is camped outside sears in santa monica to attempt at a washer&dryer for our backer rd home.
(p.s.: we have a home!! we kept it under wraps for a while until escrow closed, but now i can shout it loud and proud: thank you God for Your provision! thank You for giving this young, soon-to-be married couple a place to start our lives together. we have a home! i have a key!! the fact that i'm getting married in two months is sinking in - every time i walk in my future home. it's strange and almost as if this isn't really my life that i'm going to live. it's just a life that i'm pretending i'll live one day. don't know if that makes sense to anybody else. : "this is where i'll cook dinner. this is where we'll watch tv at night. this is where our room is. this is the closet. i'll put the toilet paper in this cabinet."
it's absolutely empty and echo-y right now, minus two beach chairs and a papasan that's already experiencing some wear-and-tear. but i love it to pieces.)
that was a really long parenthe-seesed chunk of text. will keep it in because it fits.
last thanksgiving as a single woman - so thankful for God and His good and perfect will, for all that He's orchestrated so far in 2009. everything unfolded in such a way that has made the knowledge of the gospel more beautiful to me. what am i thankful for? always for the grace of God and His patience in dealing with this forgetful sinner.
the wedding day is coming close - so close, so close, so close.
this season of life is definitely busy - in large part, that's why i haven't updated this blog in forever long. as lame as it might sound, i actually tuck away thoughts and ideas i have throughout the days to write in here. will i ever get to them? dun, dun Dun...maybe, maybe not. i'm sitting on the edge of my seat to figure it out. well no, i lie. i'm in bed. hahaha.
tucked in bed in fullerton while the fiance is camped outside sears in santa monica to attempt at a washer&dryer for our backer rd home.
(p.s.: we have a home!! we kept it under wraps for a while until escrow closed, but now i can shout it loud and proud: thank you God for Your provision! thank You for giving this young, soon-to-be married couple a place to start our lives together. we have a home! i have a key!! the fact that i'm getting married in two months is sinking in - every time i walk in my future home. it's strange and almost as if this isn't really my life that i'm going to live. it's just a life that i'm pretending i'll live one day. don't know if that makes sense to anybody else. : "this is where i'll cook dinner. this is where we'll watch tv at night. this is where our room is. this is the closet. i'll put the toilet paper in this cabinet."
it's absolutely empty and echo-y right now, minus two beach chairs and a papasan that's already experiencing some wear-and-tear. but i love it to pieces.)
that was a really long parenthe-seesed chunk of text. will keep it in because it fits.
last thanksgiving as a single woman - so thankful for God and His good and perfect will, for all that He's orchestrated so far in 2009. everything unfolded in such a way that has made the knowledge of the gospel more beautiful to me. what am i thankful for? always for the grace of God and His patience in dealing with this forgetful sinner.
the wedding day is coming close - so close, so close, so close.
dont delete it. it isnt random. it fits perfectly. happy thanksgiving! excited for the next few months and what He has in store for both you and Tim. =). God bless!
ReplyDelete:) Still need to meet up :( I'm glad to read you are doing well! I can't believe it's two months away!!! AWWW! YIPEE!!!
ReplyDeletei am sooooo soooooo soooo excited.
ReplyDeletei'm going to keep tissues on hand during your ceremony :) we should shape them into footballs and throw them to whoever needs it. hahaha...jaykay.
<3 miss you dearest...cant believe how QUICKLY time is flying!
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